officially off

jz finish my f9 trial paper dis morning..n guest wat...i give back a clean n blank paper back to the examiners yay! n 2 guys in the exams room used 4 answers booklet! no kiding its 4 people 4!!! i bet they used 1qs for 1 booklet,cz alltogether is 4 qs..
n dis 2 annoying guys no other than the apeacs president ATHMAN! n ermm izzat the dotdot..xnk kutuk org dh pas nyh..

dis time im serious..i will stop on9..since i really suck at all papers dat im taking..none of those qs frm paper f4 n f9 i can answerd..great now i know how stupid i am..i have to finish my papers no matter what..MUST PASS ALL PAPERS dis time please!!.....wah cuak nyer!! sempat ke nk cover sume in jz 30days!? oh please......



gamba tgh stadi T5!! hahah giler lame..ok hodoh
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study time is funnnnnnnn~~~~

ah! i love dis pic ;D(pretend to study ehem..dat book is actually a..dictionary??)..dis is not my current pic even tho the lenght of my hair is exactly the same..it was taken a year ago..see2 my beautiful,smart,cool,edgy watch is still there!

how i miss my watch so badly :(

p/s: if u see me appear on skype,msn or watever it is..it wasnt me who on9 at dat time cz it always automaticlly on whenever the computer is on..

how to pronounce this word?..l.o.v.e....SHIT?

OPS! miscalculation people..i jz realise about this..did i tell u dat i wanted to stop on9 starting the 1st nov? but hey..dat is because previously all my final exams stared at the 1st week whether its on dec or june..but this time my final starts on the 2nd week,actually on the 7th dec so..i shall stop on9 on the 7th nov too not the 1st nov..heh(alasan nk on9 lagi sebenarnyer)..

and another thing before i forgot to mention it again n please people dis is not something NEW! i really wanted to post this out many2 times before..but i keep forgetting..so this is it..let me make it as clear as possible..I FUCKING HATE YOU!..to whom? to a person who thinks im referring it to themrself..if ur thinking i was talking about you so yeah..it is YOU!

why am i hate about you so much? hurm..u can give the answer to urself right? but as far as i know u'r jz to stupid to use ur own brain..and u might not know how to think a simple things..and im not finish yet..my love to you has already decrese to almost ZERO level..to bad huh?

and again..why? this is because i really sick of you..this is the limit that i can hold..and i cannot go beyond this limit nomore..this is it..i cant take dis anymore..i keep thinking about this many2 time..surely when i still love you..but slowly when the time past by..i got no more feeling towards you..i wasting a lot of my time, my energy n surprisingly my money too..but u never show any interest..im kinda like a transparent to you..so i do actually think that u might be happy to hear this..cz u'r free to do watever u like..well as if ur not free to do watever u like before right? so losing me will not actually affect you..trust me.

i really do feel stupid for loving you before..this is the time for me to love myself..n i also have bunch of other things to think instead of thinking about you 24/7..my god NOW i do feel sooooo stupid!!

actually..im not so sure whether this kind of person is actually read my blog or not? let me think 1st..did i ever tell about my blog to this particular person?ermm..nope so chances for this person to read my post..is actually zero..see see! im wasting my time again!! fuck..

p/s: great where did i put comel's appointment card? im not ready to face the death..kngah must be angry at me..well who doesnt? when she spent hundred of ringgits for this stupi..i mean clever cat of ours ;D

A very good investment

after watching jennifer's body with uki..we went straight to sakae sushi..well,what i can say is that.. its really good n cheaper than sushi king..the sashimi is thick! n juicy n n..ok stop talking about sushi..sushi is not the topic...i want to talk about the jeans that i bought..its not an ordinary jeans..its so yummy n deli..eh? i mean very nice heh..

i bought 2 pairs of ROCK AND REPUBLIC JEANS!! my god its so cool!!!
its straight cut and boot cut..lily must be jealous of me..cz there's also jeans koyak2 with patch2..which she dream of having it more than a pair..urm..watever..lily kan berangan-angan nk jadi rock star!..somehow sgt sesuai ngn gaye dier ;p
worth every penny i tell u! ;D
im thinking of buying another 2 pairs haa~~

p/s: actually i didnt plan to shop..seriously..cz i totally not in the mood of shopping..but hey..when i saw the offer i jz cant resist myself from grabbing it!

anti-ageing anyone?

Does look gives you everything?does it matter?
nowdays..people love to judge everything by looks as they say judge books by its cover?
n its really getting me annoyed day by day..sumpah aku xnk pg open hse lg lh kan kalau dh most of my mom's friend asking me whether im the eldest daughter.
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WHAT THE FUCK!?

DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE A 30YEAR OLD WOMEN??

hey look..atleast i do know that im not that pretty..maybe not pretty at all...
but still no matter what i can bear with it..i dont care! never care!!
BUT NOW I DO CARE!
and im only fucking 20 years old people!!

n i did ask my mom..do i look older than my age??kenape sume kwn mumy ckp akish anak 1st?
well she didnt answer my question..as u can expect..she just said..

mom: oklh tuh it means u look young..

me: what?? it means i look OLD!

mom: nolh..same lh when people say that i look like 4o but im actually 50+ nampak muda..seme lh mcm akish.

me: NO! look..when people say 'oh u look like u'r 60 but u actually 50 ryte'..do u like that??
same case her like me! im(* fucking* )2o yrs old n yet people say that i look like a 30yrs old women??what do u think it means??(*damn*)


n she change the topic..n she started talking about the baju kurung that im wearing that makes me look older...

ok fine..i admit it..i wore a normal baju kurung..no shape at all..it makes me look bigger..this is another story..im wearing a normal baju kurung is because my body does not have a nice curve like megan fox or ardiana lima..mine is more like a walking stick with a flat chest..

sometimes i do wondering..people who have so many lipatan still wanted to wear a very thight n fit cloths..why oh why?? very proud of showing how many layers that u got?? WTH?

even tho..i dont really have any lipatan..but i still dont feel comfortable while wearing a fit shirt..or watever it is..but in my case i have to wear it!...otherwise people will mistaken me as a grown up women.

i bet when people called us as 'kak's normal..because u cant really tell how old people are..n its also shows some politeness..BUT

what is ur reaction when people call u as 'PUAN'
yes..it happened to me when i was fucking 16 or 17 years old!
n i still remember i was at equatorial melaka hotel

i was sitting at the business club lobby at the 24th floor..not many people was there..probably around 5-8people including the staff n my family...

n there comes the staff trying so hard to be polite i guess n asking me
'puan nak coffee atau tea?'
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so do u really wanted to know what i want?? rase cm nk lempang je muke ko..thanks

n also look what fb quizess gives me

Fatinah Balqis Sf i knew that im ugly THANKS!

Fatinah Balqis just find out? Are you Ugly or Cute?

Result: 74%ugly and 26%cute

this is fun..u guys should try.
OH WELL AT LEAST I DID ANOTHER QUIZESS THAT GIVES ME A PERFECT ANSWERS AS WELL ;D

Fatinah Balqis Sf WOOHOO!! jgn jeles yer k.wani ;D

Fatinah Balqis just found the Date of the Day : Megan Fox

n maybe because that im ugly n look older than my age makes megan fox wanted do date with me? o.O

trust me i do hate kids BUT...

KIDS love me!!! wth???
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prove no 1
dis pic was taken during the 3rd raya at kak my's hse..n dis kid is kak my's 4th child(i guess) n her name is..urm...safia? safia ker?? entahlah..dis little girl suddenly came to me cz im holding a camera..

me: nk amk gamba?(trying to be nice)
kid: *smile*
me: ceh buat muke comel plak..
snap!
me:ni sape nyh?(pointing at her pic in da camera)
kid: piah(she name herself as piah..)
me:nk lg?
kid:*smile* again
me: damn u kid
snap!
me:ok dh?
kid: *smile* again n again
me: ceh patutlh suke gamba yg nyh cz she's smile sweetly in dis pic..(nseb baik ko mmg comel piah)


me wondering kecik2 dh pandai camwhore..dh 10 to 15 years nanti cmner?

prove no2dis pic was taken on the 4th of raya at my hse, n dis kid is kak ida's 4th child..n her name is...ayra??dis is my 1st time seeing her, since they live at penang so jrg jumpe..everyone tried to hold her even my mom n my aunties..but she jz cried loudly..heh

i really hv no intention to hold her, but when i try to look closer at her..ayra suddenly grab me..n guess wat..i stunt..dunno wat to do..(biase lh xpernah pegang budak)..then kngah said..

kngah: peganglh dier..dia nk kt akish tuh
me: oh ok..cmner?
kngah: pegang je lh,meh amk gamba jap
me: (sedikit rase bangge)
kngah: xci btol, asl dia xnk kt kngah eh??
akak: dia takut tgk ko..sape suruh pakai tudung kaler hitam lagi
kngah: itulah aku pon rase..jap lg skali


asl aku rase muke si ayra nyh cm nk nanges jek? xpon cm cuak?? normal eh?

conclusion.kids afraid of black things.

prove no3n dis pic was taken on the xtau raye ke brape..at izyan's hse..also dunno who's kid is this, but his name is ian?

dis little boy also, from nowhere runs to me..n i was jz looking at him

izyan: anglat lh dia, nk dukung tuh..
me: oh yeker?? see2 i told u kids love me! now u believe me or not?
izyan: believe2

there's another pic of me with ian but its in izyan's camera where, feeza ask ian to sit on her lap..but dat little boy choose to sat on my lap!

Does it means dat im ready to be a MOMMY??

i like dis pic so much!

anisa: mintak ampun byk2 fatinah*siap melutut nyh bg lh duit raye byk sket yerr*

me: xde2, korang buat tarian salsa pon kte xnk bg extra !(alina wat pe kt blkg tuh?)

selamat hari raya to all my family n friends~

p/s: lain kali jgn dtg umah mengejut,xsempat nk buat ape2 sorii ;p
comel n anisa...dua2 pon kiut! hhahahaha~

i HATE raya..but i LOVE my brother muah!!

I started to hate raya since i was 10...(dont ask me why)..i jz hate raya so much till now..
so i never look forward for raya celebration..and believe it or not..i choose my own baju raya when i was 9 or 10 years old..yup jz dat time..once in my life..
untill today..all my baju raya already being prepared by my mom..like it or not..jz wear it lorh..no complain2 cz im a good girl :D

But for dis raya..is a little bit difference because....................................
my broher bought a videocam for us!! YEAY!
it's a sony handycam HDR HR500E the latest version!
i checked the price here in malaysia is about rm5000 but he bought jz for rm2400!!
HALF PRICE BABEH!!
actually..i also checked..if u bought it online also in the range of rm2400 but im not sure if its already included with shipping or not...1 think i can tell dat malaysia mmh suke mark-up giler2 pnye ah!
but it's black in colour..i wanted red......ohwell..bersyukur jelah~
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here it is!
haiyoo..myk kecik lorh...i know sony is not the best for any camera or videocam..but WHO CARES!?
me..sdg membelek2 the videocam..ahhh i think the videocam is sooo cute!
does it look big to you?? no no trust me it is small...

look here i compare it with my calculator..tada!
see..SEE..
ah~ i love him so much!! thank you big brother <3 <3 <3